Well, it's been way too long since I last blogged. So much has happened and I almost feel a bit bad that I haven't kept up with it better- to have more of an in depth log of the home school journey that we're on.
However, blogging through the past months would really have probably turned into a massive pity party about how frustrated I was with so many things- to the point that I was threatening to send all the school- aged kids back to public school because I was done!
This led to copious amounts of wailing on their part, and a small amount of change in attitude on their part. Not surprisingly, the biggest difference came after MY attitude changed. That seems to be my theme lately- change me.
It hasn't been fun and I would rather just be perfect- forget the growing/changing part. Or maybe the problem is that I have a standard of perfection (to which neither I nor anyone else will probably ever attain)- and I'm mad that I can't be there (and that nobody else around me is there either). Could this be part of the reason I always feel so frustrated with things/life?
I had wanted to summarize the past 6 months and had this long post going- only to realize that I really haven't thought about what happened and where it's gotten me/us. Actually, I don't know if I've ever really sat down and thought through things to see where we were and where we've gotten to (or where we need to go next).
That and I'm having one of my monster ear aches- so I can't really think.
But I've finally written something and hopefully I can spend some time over the next few weeks answering some of those questions. It will probably be good for me.
Night all!
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